purest hell.
Ξ Sunday, 25 Sep 2005 at 23:55 | → 0 Comments | ∇ Normal |
homework floods in, invading my tranquil sea of stars, mare tranquillum meum. i wish i could float in the beautiful night sky with all the lovely luminaries, but alas, i can’t. my first Classics assignment of the term due tomorrow, as well as translation for all classes. and it’s almost midnight. i’ve lost my light for tonight. the golden Muses smile upon me, though, I trust, and inspire me as I attempt to slog through Lysistrata, Lysias, and even a bit of Cicero in the next 12 hours.
i miss physical closeness, intimacy, i’ve realised. it is a disconcerting feeling to be alone again, really. mentally i’m alright — i don’t need anyone per se, like not in that sick, co-dependent way, but it sure is nice to have someone to hold or be held by. i try to surround myself with love, with friends who care about me, but at the same time, solitude is necessary. i end up seeing all sorts of girls who I wish I could be with, or at least get to know… everyone who knows me knows I’m somewhat girl-crazy. oh well. i’m taking it slow. loneliness and gloom seep in occasionally though, familiar yet not wholly hostile, and they are to be savored rather than rejected.
i just wish i’d done this homework over the course of the week — the Classics homework at least. basically it’s like every other sunday night / monday morning all-nighter. i’ll be around tomorrow, probably taking a nap after class though. *sigh*
~edit~: everyone check out cha’s blog at http://michacha.blogspot.com/. it promises to be dope!!
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