Ξ Sunday, 28 Aug 2005 at 03:59 | → 0 Comments | ∇ Normal |
I. PROOIMION (intro)
just to let you all know: this may be a broken, fragmented, only slightly cohesive entry, because i’ve been working on it for a couple days now, and it might take a couple more. reminds me of when i was translating my ’starry night’ story, heh. i sure hope my Musaic song returns. i know the last couple of days have been pretty fucking epic though, for real. it’s just going to take time to set all of this forth, and i need to sit down and write when i’m lucid. i’m exhausted right now (02.43 Thu 18 Aug 2005), so i’m going to sleep.. will continue later. (more…)
Ξ Sunday, 14 Aug 2005 at 00:25 | → 0 Comments | ∇ Normal |
ok, i am officially in SF. have been since yesterday morning at about 9am. moved in, everything was great, everything is great. just working out some personal issues, and well, i’ll write all about it soon. i need to catalogue the last two weeks somehow, and i’ll probably do that tomorrow night. i’m exhausted and feel like sleeping right now. bleh. i will write tomorrow tho, i’m sure… later, later on. much love.
oh, and in case you didn’t see it yet (on myspace or etc., cos i’m prolly gonna set it as my profile pic), this is me rockin my new SF hoodie and chillin in my bedroom:
peace be with you all.
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hey. glad to hear that you’re doing good. hope to talk to ya soon.
Posted 8/14/2005 at 1:45 PM by goodhookersgetxtipslikewhoa
greyor u rock hardcore!!!!
Posted 8/16/2005 at 12:59 PM by musicislife922
Ξ Tuesday, 09 Aug 2005 at 11:48 | → 0 Comments | ∇ Normal |
i know i haven’t written for almost 2 weeks… not a quotidian entry that is. i will write one as soon as i can. next couple days will be mad busy, and well, tomorrow will be pretty fucking melancholy and fateful, but hey, that’s how life goes.
i had strange dreams last night, the greater part of them having to do with reanimation. a fragment of one of them was set in what appeared to be a shopping mall, and i could see that part of it was full of water, perhaps from fire sprinklers, and that there was a shootout going on between (crooked?) cops and various people. a corpse lay on the floor, bleeding slightly, and to all it seemed the epitome of mortality. no. as one girl fired across the mall, probably in vain, at some of the faceless cops, she could see something miraculously horrifying happening. the corpse twitched; once, twice, and then its eyes, previously closed, flew open, suddenly imbued with the faint light of its former life. the camera, whatever it was, from my point of view, switched to a greyscale one, almost showing the corpse as an X-ray, and i could see the corpse writhing. if you recall, Herbert West in Re-Animator (the movie, at least.. I can’t remember if Lovecraft wrote this or not), says: “Rebirth is always painful.” (more…)
Ξ Saturday, 06 Aug 2005 at 02:52 | → 0 Comments | ∇ Normal |
wow, it’s been an eventful couple days, and hmm…. week, rather, too. i will write all about it tomorrow (i hope) even if it takes me all day / all night. sleep tight kiddies. much love.
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ok this is the shortest entry in history for u
Posted 8/6/2005 at 7:55 AM by eastsidechick192156
awww ive missed you too! lol hope things are well.
Posted 8/7/2005 at 11:55 AM by goodhookersgetxtipslikewhoa
Ξ Thursday, 04 Aug 2005 at 02:28 | → 0 Comments | ∇ Normal |
writing didn’t happen, except for that fragment from my academic past. it will occur as soon as i get back though, i promise. i’ll have to write another ‘weeklong’ entry, but it will happen. just have to delve into my memory a little deeper, and i hope i can describe everything adequately. i worry sometimes, but then i leap back into my past and realise that it’s all there waiting for me; just needs to be dug out. i’m going to be in Portland for two days until Friday night, so I’ll not be here tomorrow or most of Friday. I’m going up there with Jenn to go to OMSI (Oregon Museum of Science and Industry) for two purposes: 1) see Charlie and the Chocolate Factory on iMAX…. and 2) explore the museum, since I haven’t been there for years. spending the night tomorrow night (Thursday night, that is), and then going over to a place called Netarts on the coast, because that’s where Jenn’s favourite beach is, and that’s a lil ways west of Portland.
in any case, i’ll miss you all of course, but I will talk to you soon enough. sleep tight everyone… i know i’ll try… and well, see you on the flipside on Friday night! much love and pZ.
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bye have fun sweetie love and kisses chayce
Posted 8/4/2005 at 8:30 AM by eastsidechick192156
Ξ Wednesday, 03 Aug 2005 at 20:42 | → 0 Comments | ∇ Normal |
shifting gears a bit. let’s go back into the past for a second. i was working on my sis’s computer for a sec, and found a document in the My Documents folder that my mum had written up — and it turned out to be a transcription of one of my old high school essays. i wondered why, and then i realised because it was about my great-grandma and how i felt about her death. i look at it and i see that i had very different views on death back in ‘98 (it was from freshman year of high school) than I do now, and well, it’s interesting to see a specimen of my older writing surviving too — looks so childish compared to now, i guess. anyways, here goes, and i hope you think it’s interesting at least: (more…)
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