Ξ Monday, 31 Jan 2005 at 16:23 | → 0 Comments | ∇ Normal |
oh man… this is too fuckin funny, fresh off the IRC chat:
[15:52] <@darwin> phew, good thing the iraqi election is over.. now the media can focus on what’s really important.. Michael Jackson.
[16:07] <eight3446> Yeah really, The ‘Overwhelming Success” headline was up for maybe two hours yesterday…since then, Michael
[16:12] <@darwin> god, seriously
[16:12] <@darwin> who gives a fuck about michael jackson
[16:12] <@darwin> he hasn’t had a hit for like 10 fucking years
[16:12] <@darwin> fuck him
[16:17] <eight3446> The only reason he touches little boys is so that he can stay in the news
god that is too fuckin funny, for real. classic. anyways, much love…. peace.
Ξ Monday, 31 Jan 2005 at 16:13 | → 0 Comments | ∇ Normal |
it’s been a weird weekend. and i’m going to have to start from the beginning of it. well, friday at least.
friday: class, then home. went to In Good Company with jenn, which was subpar, not what i expected. scarlett johansson is hot as motherfucking hell though, so i can’t complain. it was a decent movie, but nothing insanely special. as far as i remember, after that i didn’t do anything. i think i went home, and i watched salute your shorts with my sis and also watched shaun of the dead, since she’d never seen it… that movie is fucking brilliant! heheh… hysterical. if you haven’t seen it, rent it. it’s on some ill british horror satire, very cool. i think i went to sleep really really late. jaymie told me she couldnt come to comedy sportz the next day, but it was ok, she had to work. jenn had to work the next day too, so i had to take her home early. stayed up mad late like i said, and slept late.
saturday: woke up late, cant remember when. oh yeah, i woke up around 13.30 or so. claude called and wanted me to come over and chill, and i was like ok, but i didnt end up getting over there until about 17.30 or so. played some dmc2 i think before i left. we had some dinner and shite, and then watched the oc episode i missed earlier. tryin to decide what to do, we called a buncha motherfuckers and no one answered except “the big belt,” a friend of ours named eric. he was like ok, you guys could come pick me up and then we’ll go to the house. so we go over and chill at his place for a bit, and then go back to what we affectionately dub “the higgerty hotel.” heh… inside joke. anyways, we got over there, and it turned out we were locked out; eric forgot his keys or something, so we’re like fuck….. eric lives with about 5 other guys… ben, mike, hud, jed, and paul, and we called ben and so eric was like ok, let’s go over and get some keys. ben et al. were hottubbing at chase village, so we drove over there in eric’s car. it was around 20.30 by then (we didn’t go to get eric until about 20.00) and so we got the keys and went back to the house.
We got back and chilled a bit there, and bullshitted with eric, but no one else was there. soon though jed came home, and so that livened things up a bit. eric and me were playin some monopoly on his sega genesis, lol… and it was pretty boring. meanwhile, claude bought a sixpack of killian’s red beer or ale or whatever, and he was chugging a bottle. i was like aight man, give me one of those, and i tried that shit… fucking revolting. i dont think ill ever be a beer guy…. seriously, i was almost physically ill after taking a few sips, it was so bad. i gave the rest of mine to jed, and he took it, he was like fuck yeah, i love this shit! i was like man, this shit is way too bitter for me, i need somethin sweet… hes like “yea, most people would say ‘oh, you drink bitch beer,’ but i dont think so, i like the sweet stuff myself as well.” so claude’s getting drunk while we play video games… me and jed were playing Pebble Beach Golf on his sega saturn. that shit was fucking fun…. i think i need to get a golf game for my ps2 or somethin. ive been missin out. me and eric were playin baseball earlier too on saturn, that shit was great.
well, claude was going ballistic, he kept drinking, he must have drank like 6 or 7 beers…. at one point he just fell over laughing, he couldnt fuckin stop laughing… man i was about to die laughing too, he was going so insane. jed was like dude, you need to chill, but he was laughing his ass off too. claude wasnt even drunk either, it was all an act he said… i was like fuck man, that’s ridiculous. so we kept playing video games and all… and well, we heard about this party that was goin on at this girl allie’s house. i dont know her all that well, but i want to get to know her, she seems really sweet, and so i was like yeah, we should go. the rest of the guys got home and we were like ok, let’s go over there. unfortunately (you’ll see later), another girl there, also named alli, doesnt like me all that well… we had some weird shit go down before (some of you know this, but most do not, and i dont want to rehash it cos i frankly dont remember half of it). so i wasnt sure if she’d be cool with me there or not…
ben came in though and he said that they wanted me to come, but not claude, because he was drunk as hell. i kinda felt bad cos i felt like i was selling him out and all, but i was like dude, claude, we should get home man, i need to drive you home. ben was like ok, i’m going over there for a sec but i’ll be back and help you get claude home. so i said ok, ill wait, it’s all good. hud and paul were home though, and hud was all pissed and went “i think you guys should leave.” im like man, we’re waiting for ben, he’s gonna come back…. hud’s like “i think you guys should leave.” so im like ok, whatever, motherfucker, and me and claude bailed. claude started walking towards the house the party was at, it was a few blocks down the road, and im like dude, you need to chill, we need to go, im gonna take you home. ben thought he’d scare the girls and shit if he was so drunk, and i understand where he’s coming from. so i tried to get him to come back to the car, but he wouldn’t listen. we got to the house and ben came out and helped me get claude back home. we drove him back home and dropped him off, then me and ben took my car.
so we’re driving back, and me and ben were talking, just shooting the shit, and we get near the house, and i said “yo, so should i go back to your place and park and then walk over or what?” he goes nah man, you should just drop me off…. i was like why? he goes “i talked to alli and she said it’d be weird if you came over, so you should go home.” im like dude, you got to be fucking kidding me…. i sell out my friend for this shit and now i can’t go either? this is fucked. hes like yeah, im sorry man… i understood though, but still, it sucked. so i drove home, got some munchies at 7-11 on the way, and chilled. however, ben called me while i was on the way home, and he said that the party sucked ass in any case. he said a buncha people came over, a bunch of random fucks, and it was a lame party, so i didn’t miss much. i felt a lil better knowing that. when i got home, me and anna watched some salute your shorts (ive been obsessed lately) and i think i played a buncha video games, stayed up till like 6am.
sunday: woke up around 13.00. i was gonna go to jenn’s and do homework, but i kept fucking around and shit, and she got royally pissed at me. we had a pretty catastrophic fight, and i don’t want to go into it, it’s not worth straining my hands typing heh. it’s not a big deal. i was just an asshole, and i realise that, so thats what happened. i eventually ended up going over to her house, and we got some dinner at DQ. unfortunately, DQ was full of assholes… they didn’t take credit cards, just cash or check. lame, so jenn had to write a check. i ordered a butterfinger blizzard, and they gave me a fucking reese’s. i didnt mind initially, but i would have rather had a butterfinger one for sure. jenn was all offended because the restaurant was dirty as hell and we couldnt really find a clean table. she hung out there a bunch in high school, and it used to be cool, she said, but now it’s wack. i had one of the new “grillburgers,” which are bigger patties, but pretty much charcoal, and thus was kind of revolting. i took my blizzard home, and we spent some time together at her house, which was nice. i ended up leaving around 22.00 or so, and then got home…. i didn’t get any homework done last night though, and i regret that.
the icing on the cake (sarcasm) is that i ended up staying up till almost 05.30am. talked to friends, which was fine, and started playing Devil May Cry 2 around 2 or 3am. bahaha…. i played it for like 3hrs…. jesus christ…. woke up around 7.30 then 8.40, barely made it to class this morning at 9. i’m ridiculous.
present time: i went to class, got home, here i am. im kickin it right now, listening to some Charizma. Charizma, if you don’t know, was and will always be one of the illest emcees of all time, up there with MF DOOM and DJ SUBROC. He was gunned down (i just found this out) in 1993, very very prematurely, when he was 20, and the album he cut between 1991-93 with Peanut Butter Wolf called “Big Shots” didn’t see the light of day until 2003. I fucking need to buy the album… I really do. Subroc, if you recall, also died tragically, but in a car accident one year later in 1994. I may have said this before, but had he not died, would we still have our toxic avenger known as MF DOOM? Doubtful….. *shrugs* In any case, i’m just chillin right now. much love… you all have a wonderful day, and dont be shy to drop me a line. oh yeah, and Blythe, I dropped you a msg about this, but yea… i am gonna try to come to a showing of your play sometime this week for sure! i reeeeeallly want to 
anyways, i’m out. i’ll be around…. peace.
Ξ Saturday, 29 Jan 2005 at 03:53 | → 0 Comments | ∇ Normal |
I’ll have to write something tomorrow when i’m more lucid. i’m still alive, though. i think i’m gonna pop in devil may cry and try to beat it. and yo, salute your shorts is the fucking bomb, no matter what anyone says. i watched like 4 episodes tonight, wahahahhaa….. peace, ill be back tomorrow — well… in a few hours.
~ edit: just beat devil may cry! YAY! ~
Ξ Thursday, 27 Jan 2005 at 02:10 | → 0 Comments | ∇ Normal |
wow… such a positive response on my poem i plan on adding more to it later, perhaps integrating it into a story of sorts, but not sure. it sounds like it needs lengthening though, and my deus ex machina finale leaves a bit to be desired, personally, and i want to flesh it out a bit more. glad all of you liked it — thank you all for the positive comments! and blythe too, im glad you liked it… dunno if you read this, but i’ll shout ya out anyways! but yeah, i need to sleep soon here, so i’ll be back tomorrow. much love. zZZZzzz.
~edit: oh, and time to read some more about pulcherrima Dido tomorrow. I got to about line 332 tonight, and I need to be at 361 or so by tomorrow. No sweat. Night. ~
Ξ Wednesday, 26 Jan 2005 at 03:05 | → 0 Comments | ∇ Normal |
well, i was really inspired a couple days ago to write something in Latin. thus, with my trusty dictionary in the next tab over, I think I shall.
In fenestra asteti tectum extra, caelum imbri madentem aspiciebam et nimbis lumina effundentia. guttas per imbris perlucent solis radii et terrae tegentur aquae maribus.
Laetus, vero laetus sum. Excurrens foris, imbri circumfundente etiam steti et polum arrisi.
Sed mala in hoc caelo placido latent et mox caelum, natura blandum, nigruit et sic hoc horridum veniendorum monstrum apparuit.
Ex infesto caeli orbe glaciei volarunt tela, corpus abrumpere minitantia meum, et postea ad Tartara telorum unum me demisit in eo tempestate.
Mortuusne sine ullo honore in perpetuis vivificatorii imbris fluentis stando foris? Sed omnes sua tempora habent et forsan meum.
Umbra mea in flammis uritur; mihi malevolens mors et me omnia amplexa cetera simulacra mortua.
Ex noctis regionis profundis luctabar per muros inferos ad aetherem rumpere et forsitan tum violenta abierit tempestas renascique possim.
Sed simulacra non me solvere volunt atque mortuorum rex mihi venit loquiturque haec:
“Regnum et praecipue mors ipsa non facile excurrere et super sola via est. sub loco magis dolor latet; te fortunatum puta solum hic adsis.”
Sic dixerat mortuorum rex, terribilis et horribilis visu. Sed postquam veluti deus omnis per muros rupi, tam celer quam umbra mea parvo spatio etiam postquam ad luminis oras volavi in misera regione mansit.
Imber mollis ex caelo placitiore cadebat et animus meus mihi videtur renovatus. Autem somnus quietus membra solvit et tenebris superatus.
Postera die excitavi et idem imber mollis cadebat, claro sole pendente in caelo, et rideo, cognoscens Tartara non me tenere posse.
I stand in the window, looking outside my house at the sky, dripping with rain, and the light pouring down from the clouds. The rays of the sun shine through the raindrops, and the lands are covered by seas of water. I am happy, truly happy. Running outside, the rain pouring around, I still stood and smiled up at heaven. But evils lurked in that peaceful sky, and soon the sky, soothing in nature, became dark and thus appeared as a bristling portent of things to come. Out of the odious sphere of the sky, arrows of ice flew, threatening to rend my body, and afterwards, one of those arrows in that storm sent me down to Hades. Did I die standing outside in perpetual floods of life-giving rain, without any honor? But all have their time, and perhaps it was mine. My shade burns in the flames; Death has been malevolent to me, and I am surrounded by all the other dead shades. I was struggling to break out of the depths of the realm of night, through the infernal walls to the upper air, and perhaps then the violent storm shall have ended, and I can be reborn. But the shades were unwilling to release me, and the king of the dead came and said these words to me:
“My kingdom, and especially death itself, are not easy to run from, and above is your only route. Under this place lurks greater pain; consider yourself fortunate that you are only here.”
Thus spoke the king of the dead, terrible and horrible to see. But after this, just as a god, I broke through all the walls, so fast that my shade stayed for a short time in that wretched realm even after I had flown to the shores of light. A soft rain was falling from a calmer sky, and my spirit seemed to me to have been renewed. However, restful sleep loosened my limbs, and I was conquered by darkness. The next day I awoke and the same soft rain was falling, the bright sun hanging in the sky, and I smiled, knowing that Hell is not able to hold me.
well? comments appreciated. i’m insane. much love.
5 Comments
Yes you are insane, but it’s lovely as are your Latin words. Nicely written.
Posted 1/26/2005 at 6:15 AM by Faerie_Asrai
you did awesome.
Posted 1/26/2005 at 8:57 AM by ryznstar2000
Dude your amazing at Latin, right on man. Im learning some cantonese my girlfriend wont teach me anything good. However I know how to say my Japanese teacher has a small penis. All he tells me is he doesnt understand, and what Im saying doesnt sound Japanese.
Posted 1/26/2005 at 9:51 PM by Confused_American
Wow….that’s all I can say!!
Posted 1/26/2005 at 11:48 PM by pinkprncess7
that is deep.
Posted 1/27/2005 at 12:58 AM by TepidSoda
much love, peace.
