Ξ Monday, 22 Nov 2004 at 12:27 | → 0 Comments | ∇ Normal |
Hopefully I’m not working that much this week. This presentation is still hanging over my head, and I’ve got roughly 26hrs to finish it. My internet still isn’t working, yet we’re working on getting it fixed. After tomorrow the week will go smoothly. I’m just dreading this fucking speech tomorrow. Tired. It’s now noon and I’ve got class in 2 hours. Hungry. No cash at the moment. I float in the aether, waiting for death to surge from below. No catharsis. No epiphany. heh…. it will all blow over eventually.
I’m sorta pissed that I didn’t register earlier, because now a class I wanted to get into is closed. Fuck. I was planning my schedule around this fucking class too…. fortunately it’s not too late, since classes haven’t started and people will inevitably drop. it’ll be alright. i registered for greek and latin though, which are the most important. I’m thinking about taking an art history class too, perhaps — I found that I need to take 28 more credits after this term, and I’m going to try for a 16-12 split — 16 this term, 12 spring. Sounds good eh?
Otherwise, not much going on. Just overly worried as usual, you know me. heh. I fucking miss my internet… sad, I know, but still — it’s like a lifeline. My parents aren’t too happy either, since my dad needs it for his work, and my mum does as well. My sis is likewise not amused. And me? well, as I said, I’m disillusioned as hell, but it’s my own fault. Not my fault that the software didn’t reload correctly, but my fault for doing it in the first place I guess. It doesn’t matter. It will get fixed one way or another. I just hope that these motherfuckers don’t change the password on me and not let me fuck with it anymore, because I can’t afford not to have ports open and IP forwarding and such…. It’ll be okay though.
Much love to all you guys…. as I said I miss you cats and wish I could be around more these days, and I’m sorry. Bekah, too… I’m sorry that we haven’t gotten to talk on the phone much, or talk at all… I know that we’re both busy though, but I’m still sorry we haven’t kept in touch as well as we should. I’m not perfect, and I know you don’t expect me to be…. but yeah… thank you for understanding, and know that I haven’t and won’t forget about you sweetie… anyways… love you all and I’ll be around. peace!
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YO man. wondered what you were up to. routers are bitches.. good luck with shit, man. peace!
Posted 11/22/2004 at 6:16 PM by roughdraft1
Ξ Sunday, 21 Nov 2004 at 15:34 | → 0 Comments | ∇ Normal |
Well, I’m writing on my handheld again. My internet at home is fucked (if you’re on myspace, you’ll already know this), and it’s because I tried to reset and reload the kernel and software on my router. The internet has been fucking up lately, and I found out today that it’s because of work that the ISP is doing (not my end). Well, too little, too late. I need to fix this fucking router, but I don’t know how. I was up till 3am working on it, and I can’t afford to take any more time on it. I’ve got a presentation due on Tuesday, and I’ve not done anything on it (argh). I’m checking out like 7 books today from the library (hi, everyone, from the library), and I need to glean what I can from them and then write a suitable report on the “pre-history of atomism.”
Wow. Anyways, since this isn’t typeset correctly and I’ll have to re-set it later, I’m going to stop writing. I miss you all, per the usual, and I wish I had my fucking net back… why do routers have to be so hard to fuck with?? anyways, peace and love to all…. Vae mihi! (Woe to me) 
peace.
(edited… said re-typesetting done.)
Ξ Friday, 19 Nov 2004 at 13:37 | → 0 Comments | ∇ Normal |
definitely out of it. it’s been a good day so far. i’m going to take my mythology test in about 25min, and then i’ll be going home. gonna chill for a bit at home, then get a haircut. hopefully i will be able to go get library books today sometime too, because I need to write my presentation that’s due tuesday this weekend. thank god I got the weekend off of work!! otherwise, things are good. i feel bad cos i haven’t written much lately, but it’s okay i guess… i guess the inspiration isn’t there lately and i’m sorry. those of you who get upset at me being verbose may be happy that i’m fairly terse lately… lol… *shrugs* anyways, much love to all of you….
ps: pick up MF_Doom-MM_Leftovers-2004-FTD — straight off the press bitches! buy MM FOOD if you havent already too 
peace.
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yo bitch.. the verboseness is what’s ill.
mmmmm leftovers
Posted 11/21/2004 at 2:32 AM by roughdraft1
Ξ Thursday, 18 Nov 2004 at 18:03 | → 0 Comments | ∇ Normal |
yooooo…. im studyin like hell for two tests tomorrow…. so cant write really. ill try writing after i get done with skool tomorrow. love you all and miss you too…. peace.
Ξ Wednesday, 17 Nov 2004 at 23:33 | → 0 Comments | ∇ Normal |
sorry i haven’t written much lately 
been preoccupied with school and such…. but yeah. i’ll write more later. much love everyone!
Ξ Tuesday, 16 Nov 2004 at 13:17 | → 0 Comments | ∇ Normal |
I reeeeally can’t talk, but I just wanted to say hi to everyone here. I miss you all, and I’m sorry I haven’t given play-by-play coverage of my paper-writing process… bahaha… as if you cared! lol… I know you do, but when I start writing about writing papers, it gets boring and goes downhill fast… anyways, I pulled it off.. ~7 pages in about 4 hours… a large chunk of it written on this very handheld, actually. Worked all night on it, crashed around 4:40am, woke up at 5am, inspired, and wrote the rest of it until about 8:30am or so. In toto I only got like 20mins of sleep (yes, I know you can count), and I’m fucking ridiculously tired. It’s definitely been a long night. As I remarked to a friend of mine, and I’ve said before, “the only way out of hell is through…” and I kept that in mind as I wrote this paper. It turned out to be a pretty fucking well-done paper if I do say so myself… but I still do not want to do this again.
I’d like to take a minute to say peace to some of my closest and dearest friends, just so you know I’ve been and am thinking of you (this is in no particular order, btw): Jewlz, April, Bekah, ANNALICIOUS, Denise!, Allison (I miss you sweetie!!), Kirs! (you prolly never read this cutie), Christine (you never read this either, but I love ya dearly), ASH!, Shannon… trying to think of anyone else… I love you all, so fucking much, and I hope you know that. You know I love you, Jenn… but you never read this either, so it’s ok…
Oh… guys? Yeah. Peace to my motherfuckin dogs, includin Rough, Messiah, Claude, cRo, iRv, Gio, Luey (RIP you cocksmoker), JAYBEE, styloloco, swizolati, rubix, wax, glue (all the #ogheadz)… did i miss anyone? if i did go ahead and sue me.
“I’m gettin the fuck off like Michael Jackson at a Boy Scout camp” wahahaha…. peace everyone, and again, much love!! fuckers! 
(the only problem i have with xanga on my handheld is typesetting the shit and getting the html to look right… why can’t it just be easy to indent paragraphs a few spaces? oh well…)
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