Ξ Friday, 29 Oct 2004 at 11:37 | → 0 Comments | ∇ Normal |
as you can probably tell, i survived the night on wednesday. paper ended up being like 9 pages, so it was chill. hope it goes well. my latin test was good too; even though i studied a total of perhaps 3hrs for it, i think i did fairly well.
perhaps i’m bitching, but i’m fucking miserable for the most part right now. my nose is leaking like a fucking faucet, and i don’t have any kleenex. i never carry that kinda shit! *shrugs* i feel like ima drown in mucus for christ’s sake…. but i shouldnt complain.
i have work tomorrow as well, which is going to be kinda weird after two weeks of not working. i feel like im not even working there anymore… lost touch with all these cats really. i need to go in and get my check today though, so i’ll see what’s up then. i think tomorrow at work is gonna be kinda shitty, however, if im there at 7:30 and i’m sick, ya know? fuck…. oh well. has to be done. i wish this had happened a week or so from now though…
otherwise things are good. i’ve been fairly introverted lately, mainly due to school, and so i’ve been pretty out of it. sorry i havent been around all that much… i feel bad about it, but hey, what am i supposed to do? anyways, i’ll try to write more later. much love to everyone!
Ξ Thursday, 28 Oct 2004 at 05:03 | → 0 Comments | ∇ Normal |
i think i’m almost seeing the light of day…. mt. purgatory awaits! i’ve got almost 9 pages written on this shit. how i did it is fucking beyond me…. just need to write a clearly concise captivating concrete conclusion celeriter …. bahahaha…. i love alliteration 
celeriter means swiftly or quickly, btw. then i dont know, i worry about falling asleep cos the shades might get me, but then again, i should just rest among them and hope my latin test will go alright eh? i have to wake up by 8 or 9 either way, so fuck it. i’ll be back later. much love. im gonna need so much fucking sleep after this ordeal…..
Ξ Wednesday, 27 Oct 2004 at 11:01 | → 0 Comments | ∇ Normal |
writing my paper after i take a nap. bleh…. at least i talked to my prof to make things a bit more clear. word. peace, bbl, drifting into dreams for a bit.
Ξ Tuesday, 26 Oct 2004 at 11:56 | → 0 Comments | ∇ Normal |
well i’m not *as* stressed about this paper, but i’m still worrying. much more to do ahead. but as they say, sola ex Tartaris via perire est (The only way out of Hell is [to go] through). There’s an inherent pun in that, actually, since perire literally means to go through, but also to die (i.e. “perish”). interesting eh? i remember that was sort of the tagline for the game DOOM back in the early 90s — “the only way out of hell is through.” man i miss that shite now! i need to play it more, ive got a nice Windows DOOM port that i should play more often. Anyways, I’ve got to get something to eat soon, and then work on Lucretius. I’ve been feeling sick lately — last couple days I’ve had a sore throat, and it sucks ass… maybe that was from drinking a shitload of apple juice last night though, I don’t know. Fucking sucks. Otherwise things are good. Gotta stay positive. Much love to everyone… you know who you are :-* (girls, that is, bitch!). peace!
Ξ Monday, 25 Oct 2004 at 23:42 | → 0 Comments | ∇ Normal |
~196pg of 213! i’m getting through it anyways, im out, peace. zzZZzzz
* Cage – For Your Box – 04 – And So Kiddies *
Ξ Monday, 25 Oct 2004 at 12:50 | → 0 Comments | ∇ Normal |
well, i’ve got a 7pg paper due on thursday. why am i here, do you ask? heh… its between classes monday, and i am gonna get to studying latin in a bit, because i have a latin test on thursday as well as this history midterm due. so i’m going to be cooped up the next couple of days just studying… send me some love eh? its going to be fairly stressful. the reading i should have been doing all along in class, and i dont know why i didn’t. don’t ever underestimate the significance of reading for your fucking classes, seriously… it fucks things up. look at me, heh… but i’ll be alright, as jenn said and ive thought to myself, ive been in worse situations — written final papers the day they were due and still gotten A’s, lol… im sure you remember me remarking about my Ovid paper or my astrology paper awhile back… bahaha… both A’s.
i was just reading through what i’ve written over the past year and a half or so, and it’s pretty insane. i’m glad i started doing this and all, because it shows you guys how i’ve changed and grown over time, but more importantly it helps me see myself in a different light. it’s interesting to see what i said at certain times, how i was feeling and so on… i guess it’s nostalgic in a way, which is nice.
i try to expound my personal philosophy and shite on here, stating my beliefs and what all they entail, and i know you can see that in my writing. i tend to be a walking contradiction sometimes — i’m a happy person, yet i relish being gloomy — and other things like that. but that’s alright, it’s just who i am. i cant help it if im a dark person, i like being that way! one has to be acquainted with both darkness and light, really, because they complement each other, for fuck’s sake! it’s pretty much self-evident. everyone has hopes and fears, doubts and faith, et cetera. i was reading in my mythology textbook that we humans tend to make everything binary and diametrically opposed; i.e. dark/light, good/evil, all those other obviously archetypal traits and such. i think that’s very true… we tend to love opposites and the contrast of those opposites. just look at poets, who use it all the time.
well, i’m kinda pissed. i was writing something on politics earlier, and the fucking server went down, so i lost everything i wrote. well most of it at least. motherfuck. the short of it is that i saw a crazy political debate kinda thing going on this morning at like 1am, between liberal The New Republic editor Peter Beinart and the illustriously insidious arch-conservative Ann Coulter. I had some good insights on that, but they disappeared…. so maybe if I’m inspired I’ll write later on it, but I’m fucking pissed that what I did write just disappeared, poof.
Otherwise, not much going on. I need to get something to eat before I go to class in an hour, so till next time kiddies!
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